I Was Never Good At Talking

Sun, 22 Oct 2006 20:42:15 GMT

It's time.

Add my new journal =).

This song is almost over.

Fri, 20 Oct 2006 04:59:34 GMT

I feel weird.

I'm gonna go shave my legs.

I'm gonna get a new livejournal soon.

I'll alert the troops when it happens.

-Alana<3

test my arms.

Fri, 13 Oct 2006 02:27:40 GMT

It's true.
Something awesome better happen to me.
Like soon.

And, it better be cold tomorrow.

-Alana<3

AHAHA.

Tue, 10 Oct 2006 04:56:23 GMT

I can't go to sleep until I finish this chocolate milk!

Transparencies.

It's a good thing I have nothing to look forward too!!

YAYIHAVETOSTOPPOSTING!
-Alana

Please stop making sense...I can't stand it.

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 19:55:06 GMT

Sometimes really bad things happen.

Usually right after really good things are happening.

Yes, karma is a big bitch.

Sometimes, people don't deserve apologies.

Sometimes, I might be too selfish.

Most of the time, I never look on the bright side.

the ...fire! show was really good though.
-Alana

Burn Baby, Burn

Sun, 24 Sep 2006 07:53:34 GMT

It's raining!

AND

I suck at life!!!

YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAAYAYAYAYAYAYAY.

ANDDDDDDDDDD.
MY HAIR ISN'T GROWING!
What am I going to do with my life?!

GROW HAIR, GROW!

I just like the picture quality. Not my muffin-face.

I'm gonna move away.
Who's coming with?
-Alana<3

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 03:56:32 GMT

Yesterday was EXACTLY what I needed.
Good time.
Great time.
Good people.
Great things.

Instead of typing, i'm going to show you pictures.

Waitingggg.

I attempted a few shots of This Providence...but failed.
I didn't bother during hit the lights.
But I touched the guys chest.
It was ~~sweet.~~ sweat.

Yeah, they're all bad quality.
And they're all of Shaant.
But so what?
No ones complaining.

I also failed miserably at Paramore pictures.
But they played Franklin <3.
And Never Let This Go<3.
And...all these good things.

Ready for the uglyness?

Sorry, Shaant. I didn't realize I looked like that. I hope we can stull get married.

Scout's Honor.

And then this was after the greatest thing ever happened....

Yeah, you'll be seeing that shirt.
everywhere.
nation-wide.

I love ~~the world.~~ ciwwaf & paramore.

Peace world.
-Alana<3

Sat, 16 Sep 2006 22:57:19 GMT

F.T.W.

and everyone in it.

except for you, my Lj loves.

-shitferbrains.

When you're talking to me...I can't breath.

Wed, 06 Sep 2006 03:16:49 GMT

SOO.
Today I got offered a job at Party City.
I don't know if I should do it or not.
Let's see.

PROS:
Making my own money, of course.
Pay is pretty good.
Buy shit.
Satisfaction.
Discounts on outrageous things.

CONS:
The old ladies that work there are bitches.
Uniforms suck.
The whole point of getting a job is like "oOoh freedom, i'm making my own money, driving my own car (yes, i passed my driving test!), and like being cool and independent, kinda) BUT my parents are all weird and said that they would take me to work. So like wtf? I don't even get to drive myself to go buy the things i want.
I have homework everyday.
I wouldn't want to work weekends, unless its early.
...

Okay apparently there are more cons than pros. I admit I have to fix some off those things and learn to deal with them. But i'd rather learn to when I don't have homework everyday of my life and i can't even drive myself to work.
But the money...

Ahh! well maybe I can get a job somewhere else when i'm ready. I'll be 16 afterall.
I don't know yet.

PROS OF LIFE:
I TURN 16 SOON AND I GET MY NEW CAMERA TOMORROW.
YEH BEBY.

Off to do HOMEWORK.
-Alana<3

to think that we'd regret.

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 04:39:52 GMT

My trip to Austin was F-U-N.
I love what I bought.
I'm content.
I love Austin.
It's a good place.
I love my parents too =D.

Tomorrow is my final driving day.
It's the "test".
I hope I do good.
Tessa and I "accidentally" took out her moms car when she wasn't there and drove to pick up kevin.
All the way past the Super Walmart.
So i'm pretty sure that was my "test".
I did really good.
Considering...it wasn't my car, i don't have a license, i'm like 12 years old, and it was just me and tessa.
I think i'm a good driver =).

I'm almost 16 bitch.

In 30 minutes, there will only be 13 days til the Paramore/CIWWAF concert.
C'mon!
YAYAYAYAYAY!

Even if it has a weird bubble at the bottom!
=D!

-Alana<3

I like the way you work it.

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 08:55:52 GMT

Just kidding, that wasn't my real post.
School is alright.
Anatomy is TONZ of fun.
The whole time we just talk about random things with the teacher.
Like dead cats and ouija and weird things.
Algebra 2 isn't as scary as I thought.
I like the way she explains things. And she doesn't want to kill anyone in the class. I UNDERSTAND MATH SO FAR!
3rd block is English 2 with Pops. I'm glad he doesn't let us call him "Pops" anymore because that would make me really uncomfortable. His class is cool. Its fun.
4th block A day is World History. That man is funny. I'm glad we just argue in his class. I like when Amanda gets angry.
4th block B day is Chemistry. Besides the lady having only one facial expression, she doesn't seem too bad since she doesnt say anything when we talk. Monday should be fun with the skit and all.
So school is going pretty good.

My FBR tickets came in the other day.
I can officially be excited.

Pretend it isnt 4 in the morning and I don't look like a wet ostrich.

Something weird is happening.
I wonder if I'm doing the right thing.

-Alana<3

I might poop my pants.
I don't know how to react.

I have to wake up in like 5 hours. I'm driving again today. The man said I drove just as well as he did yesterday.
Hello License.

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 08:22:24 GMT

Whatever it takes, right?

-~~Alana~~ Manuela Santos

glob glob

Sat, 19 Aug 2006 06:19:59 GMT

Geez. School starts in like 2 days.
I'm content with my classes, i suppose.
But mainly because i have a class with CARLOS AND AMANDA AT THE SAME TIME.
Damn, that's hot.

I want to tell you a funny story.

This is a good one.

So Wednesday night (4 a.m.) I was taking care of my sisters' pup. He started scratching at the door and i was like "do you need to pee?" and he said "yes". So I took him out and I was walking around with him until he peed. He started sniffing something, so I stood there and waited with him until he was finished with the sniffing and his business. All of a sudden I feel SHARP pains on my foot and i'm like "OH SHIT OW!" so I ran to the pavement and saw that my foot was covered in ants. I tried to swipe them off but they weren't all coming off and the sharp pains were getting even worse. So I ran inside and took my pants off because there were ants all over them. I took off all the ants that were crawling on my feet and then put on different pants. Then I went to soak my poor foot in cold water. As I was doing that I started feeling sharp pains on my upper thigh near my butt. So while vigorously scratching at my foot I took off those pants and made sure allllll the ants were off. Then I went to go put on some shorts. So this morning (2 days later) the swelling on my foot had not gone down. I have 10 ant bites on my right foot, two near my butt, one on my elbow, and one on my finger. As much as it itched, it hurt too. So when my dad got home I was like "Dad, look" and he was like "THATS NOT NORMAL!!" So he insisted on taking me to the doctor. So me and my dad and tessa met up with my mom at the doctors office and then it was really hot and it smelled like armpits in there. So we get called in and tessa and my dad come with me. The doctor tells me i have a severe allergic reaction to ants and that my bites were abnormal. So he's like "we're going to have to give you two shots" and i say "i hate you" but i didn't really say that. So the nurse lady comes in and she explains the shots. My dad was like "i can't see this, i don't like needles" so he leaves and tessa stays with me. She tells me to lay down and i'm like uhh okay. And then she's like "oh these aren't going on your arm....i have to put them on your...um.." and i'm like "MY BUTT?!?!!" and she's like "yeah there....i can't put them in your arms because it'll hurt way more.....so could you lower your pants?" So I lowered my pants and layed on the table. This was totally weird. So she puts the first one in and i'm like "was that it? it didnt even hurt" and she's like "yeah, that one doesnt hurt." Keep in mind that it wasnt like my BUTT BUTT, it was more towards the top, but still on my butt. Okay so I thought that the second one wouldn't hurt just like the first one...So she grabs my butt and jams the largest needle in there and shes like "oh sorry" and i'm dying there. Nothing has ever hurt like that before. I wanted to throw something at her and yell. I couldnt get up and I could hardly walk. I couldnt sit down thats for sure. Then they wanted to get some blood work done and my dad was like "uhhhh, i think she's had enough" because he saw me perched over the table trying to breath/move. So around 30 minutes later, it went away. But my foot is still swelled like a bitch and I look like a monster. But all i can wear are flip flips (which i don't mind, but my foot looks gross) because shoes hurt. If it's not gone by sunday, i'll need bloodwork done.
Cool story, huh?

Oh, that was pretty long, sorry.

Anyway....I put these babies in a few days ago.

Okay that's enough.

-Alana<3

This is no lie.

Wed, 16 Aug 2006 04:40:42 GMT

It is official.
I am going to marry Christopher Vanek.
I don't care what you say.

On another note.
I need a bath.

-Alana<3

(i'll make a real post later)

W.T.F.

Sun, 30 Jul 2006 20:50:29 GMT

So, Tess calls and tells me that there is a King Charles at the Animal Shelter and that it's picture is in the paper.
So I look and there she is. She's two years old and has been at the shelter since DECEMBER.
She doesn't really look like a King Charles Spaniel for multiple reasons...she's most likely a mix. But nevertheless, I'm going tomorrow.
Yes, I'm a freak.
Alexa, you should come.
We might go like at 8:30 when tessa's mom leaves for work.
But I don't care if it's for a Charlie at the shelter.
I hope she isn't a mix, because she's only $50.
I feel bad for her.

-Alana&hearts;

P.S. My parents are going to ask me later today what I want for my birthday.
Austin shopping trip.
Concert.
Camera.
Holes in my face.

I think that's it.
And the dog I long for (if they're in a good mood): http://www.puppyfind.com/view_photo/?breed_id=36&list_id=7mfk5n7dce&img_id=z5mx98d5bm&back=%2Ffor_sale%2F%3Fbreed_id%3D36%26country%3D248%26state%3DTX%26page%3D2%26order_by%3Drand%26back%3D%252Fbreed%252F%253Fbreed_id%253D36%2526back%253D%25252Fbrowse%25252F%25253Fstr%25253Dc%252526page%25253D1&sid=cf73344fd02fd66d988149116aede76e

Sorry, long link.
Wish me luck.

How many of these can you get for $1?

Tue, 25 Jul 2006 20:55:04 GMT

Yesterday was oodles of fun.
I realized that they are my most favorite people to hang out with in la world.
I wish Albert wouldve gone.

And here's the puppy of my dreams.
But he was sleeping so I didn't get a good shot of him.

AWWWWWWW.

And my summer's been good.

-Alana<3.

P.S. Carlos could you send me the puppy pictures? Or Alexa if you have them. Poop.

AHHHHHHHHHHH

Mon, 24 Jul 2006 03:08:40 GMT

They have my dream puppy (previous posts) at PetLand. It's sooo cute.
I want him =(.
But he's $1,007.
Don't buy him unless you're buying him for me.
AHHHH!!!!!!
I miss him =(.

On a lighter note, i'm eating delicious fruit.
-Alana<3

o.m.g.

Tue, 18 Jul 2006 03:52:06 GMT

FUCK YOU BLACK DYE.

i hope you die a terrible, terrible death.

-Alana

I'm obviously in love with CIWWAF.

Thu, 13 Jul 2006 19:34:22 GMT

I told you i'd keep stenciling.
And I finally got around to charging my camera and taking pictures of my shirts.
Ready?
Set.
GO!

Here we go....

I'm not happy with this shirt.

Yeah, the letters are supposed to be filled in.
It looked cooler on my computer.

Anyway, here's the back.

I have to wash it before I wear it so all the crap around the letters can come off.
Ew.

Another one.

It's been washed before, so the black isn't as black anymore...but I really like this one.
(The Sound Of Animals Fighting, by the way)

One more...
I hadn't taken a picture of this one alone, just me in it.
And the one I tried to take looked like a boob shot...so i'm just gonna post this one.

My face isn't important...just look at the shirt.

I <3 Cute Is What We Aim For.

So...now that i'm here, I might as well ask.
My hair is running out of ideas.
SoOoO... help.

Re-do the purple?

Re-do it pink?
Keep it all blonde for a while?

Or do something like...

Or something else?

Thanks, poots.
-Alana<3

$900?

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 08:17:39 GMT

Someone should buy me this dog.

It's so cute, I want to bang my head against the floor until my ears bleed.
It's so cute I want to punch someone in the face.
It's so fucking adorable.

It's also $900...
-Alana<3

Sweet Talk 101

Mon, 10 Jul 2006 07:03:04 GMT

Today I did a good deed.

I came back from La Paletera where i got a beautiful fruit cup....after 2 months of craving one.
So, we're driving in and I see 3 dogs just chillin' walking around. We get down and i'm like "PUPPIES!! COME HERE!!" so they ran to tessa and I and got us all dirty and slobbery.
I wanted to get them home because I made a deal with myself ever since I lost my dog (those few hours) that if i ever found a lost dog, i'd do what i could to get it home.
So one of them had a name tag on it's collar.
Her name was Matilda, she was a golden retriever.
There was another golden retriever and some weird black/mutt dog.
So Tess calls the number and she's like "We have your dogs." The lady on the other line is all excited saying they've been looking for them all day.
They say they'll be there asap and we wait.
There we are...tessa craving a sandwich and me craving me glorious fruit cup i so badly want to eat.
Half an hour lady, some chukie kid shows up and he's like "Ey, thez are my bozz'z dawgs" and we're like "...okay"
So after like 10 minutes, he gets all the dogs and takes off.

We didn't even get a fuckin' reward.

Just wanted to inform you guys that i'm a good person =).
-Alana<3

So I guess it comes down to how curious you could be.

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 08:35:34 GMT

I'm SO BORED.
I was tired all day, and then I get home and i'm wide awake.
So i'm writing in here because it's 3:31 a.m. and I have nothing to do.

I have nothing to write abouttt!!!!!!!!!
Weird things are happening and I want to throw up.

If you're just as bored...tell me now.
-Alana<3

P.S. Who wants to take me to go see Circa Survive?

WARPED TOUR '06

Mon, 03 Jul 2006 23:28:29 GMT

Alexa's warped tour post made me want to do one again this year.
So I guess I will before I have to go get dressed.
Forgive me if I forget things...I can't remember much.

Albert, Tessa, Kevin, and I get there at around 12:45.
Alexa had called me at around 12:00 telling me that the Plain White T's were going on at 12:20, so I knew we weren't gonna make it. But whatever, I only wanted to hear one song anyway.
We got there and stood around planning out our routes and I got to hear the last song by Plain White T's...so that was nice.
So I call Carlos and Alexa.
We meet up with Alexa and Liz at Vagrant Stage and continue to plan.
So then I don't remember what happend.
And then me and Albert tried to get as close as we could for Silverstein, but that wasn't successful.
It's all good though, since they put on the worst set i've ever heard in my life.
It's as if I wrote down a list of all the songs I hoped Silverstein WOUDLN'T play, and those are the ones they DID play. The only song i'm glad they played was "Your Sword Versus My Dagger." Other than that, I was pissed.
Whatever...so I don't remember what happened after that. I think we looked for merch or something.
Anyway, fast forward.
Albert and I meet up with Liz and then we go stand in the Chiodos crowd.
We were pretty far up...but not far enough.
And there was also a very beautiful boy standing next to me.
So, it starts and somehow (i have no idea how) I get farther up.
I was leaning against the rail on the side, where I almost broke my leg. Cool, huh?
So I had a blast at Chiodos, they put on a great show...it was exciting. I almost lost my sunglasses, but someone saved them. THANKS.
Then we went to the main stage to see The Academy Is..., and it thankfully hadn't started yet.
So we watched them. Their set was good. It was cute.
Then we decided to go see Paramore instead of staying for Motion City Soundtrack because we've seen them a few times before already. We ended up staying at Motion City for 2 songs because we couldn't pull ourselves away.
So then we walked to the Paramore stage, but we heard Emanuel STILL playing on the stage nearby!
So Albert and I went over to the Emanuel stage, and I literally WALKED to the front and leaned against the rail.
Emanuel fans = 4.
So then on to Paramore.
WOW. So great. I had a blast watching them. I don't know how else to describe it.
Then we walked back to the main stage to watch AFI. I was happy they played a bunch of oldies and not that many new songs. So we stayed far back and I just sang along because I was to tired to go to the front.
Somewhere along the day we lost people, and found them. It was mostly Albert and I the whole time.
So then him and I just chilled in the grass and listened to Less Than Jake and Underoath.
Then we took off, ate at Jack in the Box, got home.
Good stuff.
Good Day.

-Alana<3's Paramore.

Dude, Shut up.

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 08:15:43 GMT

My Sim just got rejected for her first kiss.
It was tragic.
...Yeah....summer always seems to call for late night Sim games.

Haircut tomorrow.
I'm freakin' happy about that.

I usually make long ass posts after I come back from a concert.
But you can just read Carlos's.
Basically, I had a BOSS time.
Love them kids.

I think there is a mouse trapped under my floor.
Oh well.

-Alana&hearts;

Haha. RIGHT.

Sat, 17 Jun 2006 06:48:15 GMT

I can't seem to find a band that's suiting my mood right now.
I guess it's because I don't even know what mood i'm in.
Not a very good one?

I keep hearing noises outside.
Like someone banging on the wall.
So I looked outside, and it's just my dogs playing with a GIANT stick.

I put on Panic! to get me in the mood for Sunday.
It's not cutting it for right now.

I'm excited though, I haven't been to a concert since December.
Where I almost passed out and threw up.
I love it.

I keep getting pop ups.

Today I had a Reese's Peanut Butter BUCKET.
It was effing grand.

Oh yeah, Tessa and I are getting SOOO FAR on Zelda: The Wind Waker.
I feel like playing now, but the Gamecube's at Tess's.

My dad told me I should stop dyeing(sp?) my hair.
But I told him "I don't care".
I'm such a rebel child.
I need to dye my roots.
I need a haircut.

I want a new camera.
I have my eye set on one.
It's $400.

Snakebites and a $400 camera too much to ask for for a 16th birthday?
I think not.

I don't think my ankle is broken anymore.
But it's all these weird different colors.
And it itches.
All my sunburns itch.

I need to take Driver's Ed.
I want to drive everywhere on my own.
I want my mom's new Jeep.

I have a car.
I just can't drive it.
Legally.

My sister and Ace are gone.
I miss them already.
I think she took my shorts with her.

I have to pee.

I feel like hugging my dogs.
But it's 1:38 in the a.m. so I can't really go outside.
And I don't want to get my jeans dirty.

I need clothes.
I think i'll stencil again.
When do I have time?
(all the time).

I want cool eyeshadows from Urban Decay.
I want to go to S.A.
I wish I could drive there.

I want to go to a zoo.
And an aquarium.
And Sea World.
Realllly bad.
I miss Shamu.

Tessa and I watched Oliver and Company the other day.
And Herbie Fully Loaded.
And the Bride of Chucky.
And the Seed of Chucky.
And the Skeleton Key.
Which I enjoyed greatly *.
I haven't worn real shoes all summer.
Just flip flops.
I haven't done my hair all summer either.
It's always up.
It's too long.

They have cool underwear at Limited Too.
I want some.

I need new sunglasses, too.

AFI might not play warped.
That sucks.

I need to buy things.

Someone clean my room please.
It's dirty and smells like puppy.
Poo-poo puppy.

This was the first ever actual "JOURNAL" entry by me.
I wonder if anyone read it.

* now i do recall, we were just getting to the part where the shock sets in and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick *

Oh Panic!
I know.